Sunday, October 19, 2014

MY SOURCE OF INSPIRATION

I think that God created variation to inspire us, so every single creature is an inspiration. I'm not saying that I'm not inspired by people, on the contrary I have met and read about many people who have gone through the thick and thin, brook the molds and kindled inspiration in broken souls by their spontaneity and simplicity and have saved the day more than once.In search for inspiration, I would pose that someone who inspires is someone who has the ability to articulate what can be as opposed to what is. When I examine the figures of inspiration in my own life, I am struck by their ability to articulate and envision a world of what can be in contrast to what is. I think that inspirational figures can expand an individual's moral imagination and capacity for what can be done.

For figures of inspiration, I would search for individuals like this, figures that can expand one's abilities and capacity for greatness in all forms.I look upon those who have struggled and climbed all the stairs of life from level ZERO to the so called group of perfectionist (in their field). I am inspired by the ones who have never given up in their life and continued to live their dreams like : LIONEL MESSI in football,STEPHEN HAWKING in field of science ,BILL GATES ,STEVE JOBS.

Stephen Hawking, one of the greatest scientist of this era, is the biggest and the foremost source of my inspiration. He was diagnosed with a motor neuron disease at the age of just 21 !!...and his life expectancy was just 2 years. But his zeal for science and research on universe dominated his fear of death. He continued with his studies and contributed a lot in the field of science. It is his dedication and passion for work which inspires me. After reading his biography , I feel that though our fate is in the hands of GOD but achieving a destiny and pursuing our dreams can be controlled .

Bill Gates and Steve Jobs inspire me to be competitive and have a 'never give up' attitude.Bill gates is one of the best known entrepreneur and the founder of the company MICROSOFT. Steve jobs was the founder of APPLE and was described as the "Father of Digital Revolution". Both of them have to struggle and face a lot of disappointments (well you would be thinking that what's new in this.Everybody has to face dejection.. ..!!) .But their enthu and will power never withered. And that's what made them step one forward ahead of everyone.

Lionel Messi , commonly named as the best football player in the world, was diagnosed with growth hormone deficiency at 11. He inspires me that no matter how worse the situation becomes , one should never loose hope.


Waves are inspiring not just because they rise and fall, but because each time they fall they never fail to rise again. Inspiration is everywhere — from the words of your favorite writer to the blooms and leaves on your morning walk. You just need to open your eyes, and breathe it in.





The Road Not Taken


I can still vividly recall the night of January 8th, 2012. My 10th Preboard exams were going on and I was sitting in my room preparing for the next day’s exam. My mom’s cell phone rang. Something in my heart told me that it was the same call I was waiting for.

That morning, as I was moving out of my examination hall, some of my friends came to me and asked if I had checked my results of ANTHE, a scholarship exam from Aakash Institute for coaching. I hadn’t checked my results. One of my friends was selected for the scholarship. Even when I came home, I did not check my results. It was not intentional, but something in my subconscious mind was stopping me from checking the result.

I knew that if I was to take up that scholarship, then I had to leave my house and move to Bhubaneswar. In the back of my mind, I had a vague desire to go to Bhubaneswar for my coaching. It had many successful coaching institution and good schools for senior secondary. My home town did have something to offer, but not as good as over there. I didn’t discuss this with my parents because I was not sure of my desire. There was also the ‘uncertain future’ factor which was hunting me. But I was looking forward to get this scholarship, since this will bring forth the matter to be faced directly.

That call was exactly what I was waiting for…
When my mom picked up the call, they asked for me. When I took the call, they informed me that I had been selected for the scholarship and I had to register, at the Bhubaneswar center, before 30th. After that call, the subconscious conflict of whether or not to move to Bhubaneswar came to my conscious thought.

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
 
Then I discussed this with my parents, my teacher, my brother and my friends. My parents told me that they would support whatever decision I took. My brother, who had lived in Bhubaneswar for his Senior Secondary and who had taken coaching at Aakash Institute for medical science, strongly opposed this. His experience was, that Bhubaneswar was a big city and students from other places get easily ruined over there. If I moved to Bhubaneswar, I would have to stay at Aakash hostel, which according to my brother, was completely spoiled, and hardly any good students, stay over there. Then my teachers advised me to move on to Bhubaneswar, as it has a high success rate and good level of competition. This tussle went on in my mind for the whole January month.

Up till 23rd or 24th of that month, I was undecided on the matter. Then I decided not to move. But on 28th, I had gone to my Math Teacher’s house with some of my friends. He was an excellent teacher with very good experience. He asked us, me and the other friend who was selected, of our decision.  My other friend had backed out due to poor hostel conditions, he had learnt that food over there was very bad and living conditions are not too good. I also informed sir of my decision. He was very annoyed hearing this. He gave a lecture on how spoon-fed our generation is, and how no one wants to take risks. Then he went on to say, how we are not willing to leave our houses now and what would we do it when we have to go to any college. He pointed out how hesitant are we to handle stress and how shall we handle much greater stress when we are grown up. All these had a deep and profound impact on me and stirred me from within. How can I turn my back to challenges?? If nothing ever changed then there would have been no butterflies!! My only strong pretext of not moving to Bhubaneswar was the uncertainty of future. But how was future safe if I stayed back in Berhampur? Only my present will be safe, not my future!!

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

That day I went to my mom and told her of my decision. Then she called my dad and asked him to come home. The next Monday I got admitted.


And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
Now when I stand here almost two and half year latter and look back to those times, they appear to be so … I can’t find any word to express my feelings. The time I spent in Bhubaneswar, the race for JEE and the busy world over there… There all form a different path. The road I choose to tread on. And if I imagine treading on the path left behind, staying back… I can’t guess what life then would have been, where I would had been now. May be in an altogether different place. May be I wouldn’t have been writing this blog now. Who knows? Nobody can tell how much I gained or what I lost.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 

Even if we try to judge by the experience of our other friends, then we will definitely go wrong. Each person has different experience in past and each person has different response to present situation.  Our decision at present change our future for ever. We don’t know the future. When we are presented with choice, we can step forward only one path, with hands on our hilt and our escutcheon within our reach to face anything that comes our way. The way which is left behind is left for ever. Life hardly gives us any chance to change our track.

What I gained and lost by taking a risk

It is always worth to take a risk when you have got nothing to lose. But if you’ve got nothing to lose then it wouldn’t be considered really as a risk.  Well, it was a risk for me to prepare for JEE-Advanced. This may seem awkward, so I am going to explain why.

I was a student of Gujarat Board. That was not a problem. But the problem was that I was studying in Gujarati medium. So, learning in English was a very difficult task for me. If I had to concentrate for JEE preparation then I would had to leave my board studies. There was a risk that if I couldn’t clear JEE, then I would have no back-up for my future career. But something must be risked in order to gain something from life.

What I gained from taking this risk? I think I don’t have to explain what I gained and what I will gain after getting admission in one the most reputed institutes of India. And I guess most of the students who got admission in IIT are going to live the most memorable time of their lives. We are going to enjoy and learn throughout our stay in IIT.

What I lost from taking this risk? I’ve lost nothing from taking this risk. But this is not same for all. One should be prepared for handling losses they might have to suffer by taking a risk.


“When you take risks you learn that there will be times when you succeed and there will be times when you fail, and both are equally important.”